Can I be Hetero? Do you f**king mind?!

This theme came to my mind because I live in a small town surrounded by small villages and that means a lot of people go to the same school that don´t accept different things, new things, different opinions or behaviours…
Everyone dresses almost the same way, there´s not a lot of people that stand out, and if they do? There´s always a poor soul that makes fun of them, so it´s quiet boring for me because everything is almost just the same.
Now the problem is that when there´s nothing to do, people talk about others and until here nothing’s to wrong, it´s when people start to talk about things they don’t know that everything changes because they are just making things up to entertain their self's.
Julio Dantas (my school) was (is) known as the school of the smokers/junkies, but now everyone says it´s a school of gay people. I’m getting closer to today´s theme; people talk about gay people like they are aliens, look at them different, and make jokes when they pass by. Some of them everyone knows that they are homosexuals, because they don´t have a problem with their sexuality they stand out, but some are and no one knows.
I still remember when two couples of girls started kissing in recess, sitting on a bench in the middle of the school and everyone was like shocked or disgusted!
There´s bisexuals to and I don’t really see the point in making fun of other peoples sexual life or just be homophobic about it!
Ok, I guess this happens a little everywhere but what´s really wrong about all of this nonsense is people accusing other people of being gay, making a judgement about someone you don´t know, never talked with and you only see in school I guess is really SICK! And I’m going to justify my opinion:
1º how can you tell if someone is gay just by looking at him or her? You really can´t be sure can you?!
2º I´m really sick of people who think that being gay is a psychological disease! Or that people can stop being gay or that it´s a choice! So I ask you, did you choose or better do you choose who you like?!
3º why a guy can´t have girls has friends and not be called gay?! Does a guy have to want to talk about football, cars and shit all the time?! And “Can I have an intelligent conversion please?!”
If you really knew the nice conversations the lads have in school you would be thrilled about it, Surf, Skating, football and girls. -.-‘’
I like to talk about those things to but I don´t like to talk about it all the time, and there are other things in life like politics, changing opinions, talk about school and the future!
In resume, it´s nice to have lads to talk about stuff but not all the time and you don´t have to be friends of every guy! I´m really not going to hang out with guys I don’t like just because people would talk about it if I hung with a group of girls. Just live with it and go mind your own business.
4ºbeing gay is sexual, there’s nothing to do with hair, clothes, habits, behaviours or gestures. A person can be homo and be like a hetero in everything but in relationships. There are big man with facial hair that are gay, so that proves that you can´t tell and shouldn´t judge someone about his appearance and you really don´t have anything to do with it. Or are you interested?

So this was about “you can´t tell and shouldn´t judge someone about his appearance and you really don´t have anything to do with It”, and that’s because I’m SICK of people that judge me and don´t know me!
People are SICK!!!

Value

OK... my life right now is a mess! OK I am being nice, to be sincere is like a piece of Sh**! In less than 2 months I'll have to decide my future, I have to decide what I will be doing for the rest of my life and everyone around me thinks is easy to chose! Design or architecture, maybe I already know, maybe I don´t! Probably I'll go for architecture, the problem is that I'm not 100% chore...but can you be 100% chore of one thing that is going to influence the rest of your life? It´s simple you really can´t.
So people have to stop the pressure because I can´t take this any longer!


Now let´s go to real motive of writing today...

Value... not value of stuff or the real value of a peace of paper that society calls money, no.
Today is about the value people give to other people, gestures and behavior.

For starters, to think about this clearly we have to realise that our society is sick about money and that leads us to consumerism, so in simple words when someone buys something he or she is happy but that feeling despairs quickly, I guess that's because if you have something after a time you take it for granted.
That's not a real problem you say,and yes everyone likes something new now and then. But we get bored too fast and our world how we know it is so boring that we always need something new, creative and different, OK you keep thinking "I don´t see the big deal" the real problem is that everyone should realise that we tend to forget what we always had, what we really need and the most important what really I MEAN REALLY make us happy and that´s not something new or different, at most times it´s what we already have and don´t appreciate!
Yes something different and new I´ll give us a hell of a thrill but that felling ends to quickly.
We have to start to appreciate simple gestures and actions to start to appreciate the people who really care about us.
To be realistic is not the most beautiful person that will bring happiness to you, it's who cares about you it´s the person who remembers the tiny little things you love and appreciate.

This is real for almost every type of relationships...
[If you are a guy you got it, you if you are a girl you are thinking that guy don't appreciate "simple gestures and actions", we guys can lose our heads because of a girl that give us a thrill but (that´s passion not love) most guys will end up whit someone who make them smile, so we do love and appreciate "simple gestures and actions" sooner or later every guy realise that.]

...and this is all about the value I didn't gave to a person I already lost now it's too late but it´s never too late to think about him(My father♥).
And someone it´s not appreciating everything I have done and keep doing not appreciating who and what I am, always expecting better from me but she just doesn't realise I´m giving everything I got and this is who I am and I don't know how to be different...

Fogo fartei-me de escrever xD