Value

OK... my life right now is a mess! OK I am being nice, to be sincere is like a piece of Sh**! In less than 2 months I'll have to decide my future, I have to decide what I will be doing for the rest of my life and everyone around me thinks is easy to chose! Design or architecture, maybe I already know, maybe I don´t! Probably I'll go for architecture, the problem is that I'm not 100% chore...but can you be 100% chore of one thing that is going to influence the rest of your life? It´s simple you really can´t.
So people have to stop the pressure because I can´t take this any longer!


Now let´s go to real motive of writing today...

Value... not value of stuff or the real value of a peace of paper that society calls money, no.
Today is about the value people give to other people, gestures and behavior.

For starters, to think about this clearly we have to realise that our society is sick about money and that leads us to consumerism, so in simple words when someone buys something he or she is happy but that feeling despairs quickly, I guess that's because if you have something after a time you take it for granted.
That's not a real problem you say,and yes everyone likes something new now and then. But we get bored too fast and our world how we know it is so boring that we always need something new, creative and different, OK you keep thinking "I don´t see the big deal" the real problem is that everyone should realise that we tend to forget what we always had, what we really need and the most important what really I MEAN REALLY make us happy and that´s not something new or different, at most times it´s what we already have and don´t appreciate!
Yes something different and new I´ll give us a hell of a thrill but that felling ends to quickly.
We have to start to appreciate simple gestures and actions to start to appreciate the people who really care about us.
To be realistic is not the most beautiful person that will bring happiness to you, it's who cares about you it´s the person who remembers the tiny little things you love and appreciate.

This is real for almost every type of relationships...
[If you are a guy you got it, you if you are a girl you are thinking that guy don't appreciate "simple gestures and actions", we guys can lose our heads because of a girl that give us a thrill but (that´s passion not love) most guys will end up whit someone who make them smile, so we do love and appreciate "simple gestures and actions" sooner or later every guy realise that.]

...and this is all about the value I didn't gave to a person I already lost now it's too late but it´s never too late to think about him(My father♥).
And someone it´s not appreciating everything I have done and keep doing not appreciating who and what I am, always expecting better from me but she just doesn't realise I´m giving everything I got and this is who I am and I don't know how to be different...

Fogo fartei-me de escrever xD